Wednesday, December 26, 2007

EMO delight on Christmas season

The year is 2007.... its december. Malamig ang simoy ng hangin.... simbang gabi na..... madaming batang kumakanta ng pamaskong kanta..... madaming tao sa mall.... madaming bunos... pero sa lahat ng nangyari ngayong december sa akin na ata ang pinaka makulay. After i broke up with my ex-girlfriend.... way back in august - september, i thought loving again is so impossible. Being single is ok naman.... sarap ng pakiramdam, gala kung saan.... inom kung saan... walang pakialam kung anong oras na uuwi.... walang kasama kapag uuwi na. walang inaalala kung nakauwi na, kung nakakain na. Ganyan ang pakiramdam ko until sometime in november - december when i met with this girl, i cant explain what happen to me. Tinamaan ng kidlat ata ako at biglang nagising ang aking damdaming matagal nang tulog. Alam mo ung kantang prinsesa ng teeth, "Nakaupo s'ya sa isang madilim na sulok Ewan ko ba kung bakit sa libu-libong babaeng nandoon Wala pang isang minuto, nahulog na ang loob ko sa 'yo Gusto ko sanang marinig ang tinig mo Umasa na rin na sana'y mahawakan ko ang palad mo Gusto ko sanang lumapit kung 'di lang sa lalaking kayakap mo." Yan talaga ang nangyari sa akin. Prinsesa siya ng buhay ko.... kahit anong gawing tanggi ko sa sarili ko dati, di maalis sa isip ko siya. Masaya ako nung nakilala ko siya.... we started to became close... close enough na nagkaroon ako ng lakas ng loob na yayain siya na sabay kami umuwi at minsan lumabas. Mas naging masaya ako that moment, i thought walang magbabago until one day nasabi niya na "nanliligaw ka ba sa akin?"... di ko alam bakit ko nasabi ang salitang "Oo". Awwwww!!!!! Di ko alam anong mukha ang ihaharap ko sa kanya... and naging mas lumabas ang feelings ko na di ko namamalayan na nagseselos na pala ako kapag may iba siyang lakad. One time, lumabas kami and then may inuman sila... grabe ang sama ng pakiramdam ko nun... when i look at her eyes when someone texted her about sa inuman nila, mas excited pa siya don kesa na kasama ako. Well my pride and love for her ang lumabas ng lubusan, i never talked to her most of the time na magkasama kami and then she tells me na she need to go to the inuman na... sobrang hurt na ako, I never looked back at her when she say goodbye. My heart broke that day.... so many times. I never felt this way before... i think i truly love her. Just 2 days before christmas, Emo na ako that time.... i thought it will last hanggang christmas. Buti na lang at hindi.... nagkabati din kami pero its just like an On and Off situation..... minsan ok kami... minsan hindi. And i think umiiwas na siya sa akin para di na ako masaktan. Pero mas nasasaktan ako pag malayo na siya. Im a type of person na kahit nasasaktan basta andito ka lang sa tabi ko, okay lang. Mag e-emo delight na lang ako. Sana wag ka na lumayo.......

I gave you my heart to feel what im feeling right now......

Friday, December 07, 2007

Fire Exit

Last November 1, 2007, this is the day where all of us are going to the cemetery to visit out relatives who passed away on their graves. For me its time for another work. Because our company will hold an event on November 3 and 4, and its called Level Up Live. the call time at our office is 8:30am but i got there at 8:00am. Buti na lang andon na yung mga friends ko na nasa ibang department. Naisipan naming kumain muna sa labas ng building habang wala pa namang mga kasama naming pupunta sa venue. Pagbalik namin, we got a message from the guard there na magdo-down ang elevator.... OMG!! sa eleventh floor pa yung office namin. Naabutan namin sa building ay down na ang mga elevator for maintenance. Wala kaming magawa and to think of it madaming gamit kaming ibaba para dalhin sa venue. Di ko maisip at pumayag ako na sumama sa mga kasamahan ko na dumaan sa fire exit papuntang eleventh floor. Siguro madamin naman kami kaya okay lang. Nasa sixth floor pa lang kami, nanginginig na ang mga tuhod ko... pati mga kasama ko mga ganon na din pero tiniis namin para makarating lang sa taas. May mga naiwan na sa pag akyat namin, ang nasa isip ko that time is.... malapit na... matatapos na kalbaryo ko. Pagdating namin sa taas, lahat kami pawis na pawis at pagod pagod na. Walang makausap ng maayos, lahat mga hinahabol pa ang hininga dahil sa pagod. And to think of it, sarado pa ang pintuan ng Fire Exit sa amin. WTF!!! Buti na lang at maya maya ng konti at napagbuksan na kami ng guard. And come to think of it, may bukas pa lang elevator that time yung para sa executive... at pwedeng gamitin pansamantala dahil wala namang mga boss. Anak ng.... nawalan ako ng lakas.... nung nakita ko yung mga ka opisina namin na gumamit nun.... Until now, kapag napapadaan ako sa pinutan ng Fire Exit at nakikita ko ang mga hagdanan, naaalala ko ang pag akyat namin... at nanghihina ako. Funny though pero Nightmare for us.....

Scary.... experience but fun though.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Wanted: OJT for Level Up! Games

Wanted: OJT for Level Up! Games aka GM Tristan’s Assistant. =)

Age: 18-22
Female
Course is either Marketing or BA course
knowledge in ms office and pc applications
pleasing personality (marketing eh!)
online game experience a bonus but not required

Send Resumes to jobs @ levelupgames.ph with OJT for Level Up! Marketing as your subject Line. Rok On!

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Hajime no Ippo

Its been a while since i watched this anime. Napanood ko siya ulit sa channel 7, kung baga ni-run nila ulit ito after how many years na wala sa air time. Medyo sakto sa timing na malapit na ang laban ni Manny Pacquiao laban kay Marco Antonio Barrera. Mahilig din ako sa sport na ito, pero minsan sinubukan ko... masakit talaga pag tumama yung mga suntok ng kalaban mo. Back to the anime, i want to watch it in japanese words.... mas astig kasi pag japanese and sub title lang ang babasahin mo para makarelate. And there are some scenes na pinutol sa channel 7, para mapanood ko rin ung mga cut scenes. Grabe when i saw the cut scenes lakas ng tawa ko.... lalo na kay Ippo nung may ka-sparring siyang tv reporter na babae. About sa info ng anime, this is the summary.... Hajime no Ippo was about a young boy who's bullied in his school.... when Takamura saw it and save him from the bullies who later became his friends.

Makunouchi Ippo

At first, Takamura help Ippo to feel okay... so he told to punch the sand bag and to put weight on it. Thats the beginning of the superb story of the young champion. Thru his road to championship belt... his friends help him in his matches.

Takamura, Aoki and Kimura

In championship match, he fight against Takashi Sendo an in-fighter the same as Ippo. The battle was intense... leading the fans cheer to death. They exchange blows as if there is no more tomorrow... until the liver blows of Ippo affect Sendo and break Sendo's ribs. This resulted the combination move of Ippo of all he learned in boxing... all his finishing blows..... Liver Blow, Gazelle Punch and Dempsey Roll.

The Champion....

Thats the ending of the Anime series of Hajime no Ippo. Ippo became champion.... but there's a OVA which shows the fight between Kimura and Mashiba for the championship. And also there's another OVA shows the first title defense of Ippo.

Champion Road

Its not all..... after the series and OVA. The fight of Ippo continues on manga. There you will see the other title defenses of Ippo and their winning and losing. "What does it mean to be strong? How does it feel to be strong?", this is the quote of Ippo... He still searching for it. All i can say to this Anime is ASTIG!!!

Thursday, October 04, 2007

UAAP Finals: GaMe OnE belongs to the Archers

Lets just say, the most important match or the crucial game of the finals started at 3pm. The match that will make the winning team have a momentum to capturing the title. The teams battling for the finals are the powerhouse 14-0 University of the East Red Warriors and the come backing team of De La Salle University Green Archers. It was a close ball game.... from the start until the final buzzer. After the smokes clear from the battle.... the victorious team emerges.... from the score of 64-63..... the team of Archers won.

Archers take Game One....

The Warriors don't have to blame their defense nor offense on the loss because they done it pretty well.... but they must limit their turnovers. For the Archers... their will to win is the factor why they clinch game one. We will see on Game Two on Sunday at Araneta Coliseum, 3pm, which team will adjust.... and if there will be a Final showdown or the green and white balloons will fall down.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Its been a while......

Its been a while since I've post here. It was exactly 1 year and a month. When i started blogging... at first my goal is to impress my love one that I'm doing this blogging thing. But when i post after post after post, it made me realize that blogging is not the way to impress someone but to express yourselves and to shout your own opinion. Di ko din malaman ang dahilan bakit ako tumigil magsulat.... pero pinagpatuloy ko ang pagsusulat ko pero hindi dito. Tinuloy ko yun sa multiply.... The time passed... i didnt manage my blog site, and when i check it this october, i saw a mess. Is this my life now?? a mess?? I realized that this blog is my reflection...... my emotions..... Inayos ko ang blog site na ito, pinaganda at pina-simple sa alam ko. Parang buhay ko.... may nababago, minsan napapabayaan pero pilit ko inaayos. At sana tuloy tuloy na ito... di lang sa pag mamaintain ko ng blog site na ito kungdi sa pagmamaintain ko din ng buhay ko. Kung anong gusto ko at kung ano ako.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

The Transformers are here in the Philippines (part 2)

As we all know na may transformers na napadpad sa ating mahal na bayan... ang Pilipinas. Andyan ang mga mabubuti at ang mga masasama. At syempre may mga alitan ang dalawang grupong ito. Ang isang grupo ang mga mabubuti ay gusto ng katahimikan.... at ang mga masama ay gusto sakupin ang kawawa nating Pilipinas. Sa unang edition ng blog ko... pinakita ko ang mga iba't ibang transformers. Dahil sa mga labanang nangyari nasira ang mga transformers and they need to repair themselves... by repairing themselves, they also upgraded their capabilities and form. Eto na sila.....

new and improve.....

roll out......

Syempre dalawa lang ang mga bida na dumating sa bansa natin kaya tumawag sila ng mga kasamahan. At hindi naman sila binigo at nagsidatingan ang kanilang mga kaibigan na sina......

weapon specialist......

angas...... hehehe

intelligence officer

Dahil sa nangyari.... malubha din ang naging kalagayan ng mga masasamang transformers na napunta sa atin.... kaya inayos din nila ang mga sirang parts nila at nainggit kina Optibus Prime...... nag upgrade din sila... Sunod sa Uso?? hehehe.....

New armor set.....

sya din... new armor set.....

Hindi lang yan..... nag tawag din sila ng bago nilang makakasama.... eh cant afford sa pamasahe ang mga kalaban na ito kaya isa lang ang dumating..... pati pamasahe kuripot sila hehehe....

tsk tsk tsk....

Sa ngayon.... di natin masasabi kung hanggang kailan matatapos ang labanan nila.... It may take a century or more than that... kung ano pa man... sana magbago na ang mga leader natin... sana maging makabayan silang maglingkod, hindi puro payaman.